I have been deeply rejected twice in the last two months (one was a three year relationship and the other was a short term situationship, eye roll I know)
I can’t keep getting hurt I thought god was telling me to walk a certain path but I feel like he just slapped me in the face again
I need a breath of fresh air, I can’t keep getting hurt, I am not strong enough to keep going
I realized this morning after being triggered by a random video online that I NEEDED to get help immediately
I called 7 therapy offices (all of the places within 10 miles and some outside of that) and not a single one could bother to answer the phone
I didn’t do good in therapy last time so I’m not sure why I bothered this time
Idk what to do