So this will be really confusing. I don’t understand anything too.
So we’re gonna call my ex pineapple and his brother apple.
Me and pineapple got together by him texting me first. Apple was always so happy that we were together. We had a good relationship and everything. One day pineapple broke up with me and didn’t tell me the reason. So me as a person who was never given enough love and attention from my dad, I tough it would be a great idea to start texting with apple about why be broke up with me and shit and also I tough that I would get over pineapple if I would be more close with apple. I never wanted to date or anything with apple, I wanted to be friends because I tough he would help me. Once I ran away from home at night because I wanted to go out with apple. We were walking around the town until he asked me if I wanna go to his house because I was cold. I said we can. At his house we were at the garage and he asked me if I wanna go to the living room to watch tv or something. So we went there but there was his mom so we had to go to his room. He told me to hide from his mom (in case she enters the room) by lying in his bed. There wasn’t anywhere else I could hide so I didn’t had a choice. He was under the bed and I was in his bed. I fell asleep because I was tired so much but I didn’t wanted to fall asleep. I woke up by my mom calling me where I am and I had to lie. I would be in so my problem. The morning he started texting me that he wants me and loves me. I told him I loved him too because I thought I am getting over my pineapple but I didn’t. Later a realized that it makes no sense it I don’t love apple so we stopped talking. Since then he stalks me. Pineapple also told my friend that he broke up with me because apple was threatening him if I would be with him. Apple told me that pineapple never wanted to be with me that he was making fun of me. But apple told my friend that pineapple always loved me that I was the one making fun of pineapple and that I always wanted him and that I wanted to lie in his bed wich isn’t true. I was there to hide. Now pineapple hates me. Like he always looks at me but never speak a word to me. I want to explain what is true but he don’t wanna hear it. I still love and wanna be with pineapple but now it’s hard since he believes his brother. Pineapple was my first boyfriend and again I never had enough love from my father so it’s understandable that I did it. I don’t know what to do I fell ashamed of everything and I don’t even know the truth why he was even with me I don’t know
