I don’t post often, but I don’t know where to start, and this seems the best place to start.
A lot of stuff has been going though my life in the last 4 or 5 years, and I am not sure if there is something wrong with me and my emotions.
I have had a couple of big things that have happened that should have caused some kinda big reaction.
First our garage burned down, and everything was lost in it, then a year after that my great grandma that I was kinda close to died, and now the parents are fighting badly and might get a divorce.
But for everything, I have felt nothing, no sadness or rage or anything. I know I can feel those emotions, (I have many times in the past) and the rest of the family has been taking it hard, but I feel NOTHING!
I know I have a couple of problems upstairs
(Not medicated due to cost and shortage)
But this has been happening even before the shortage.
I know I should be upset at least a little bit about any and all of these things, but I can’t feel anything.
I know I kinda talked is circles about this but I don’t know where to even start looking, if anyone has any advice or a point in the right direction that would help a lot.