I'm in my 40s,separated for sometime now. Have kids. We are civil and talk about kids no bitterness or hate towards each other. The problem is I'm still mad about them and think about her everyday almost and honestly believe she is my soul mate. I don't say anything to them about this in fear it will upset them or make them feel awkward. But I just Want to squeeze her and tell her I'm still madly in love with her. Do I just forget it.
