I just want to end it all now. Im nearly 30, had an abusive dad and relationships (in all forms) and have been date r**ed. It has taken until 1 month ago to be diagnosed childhood trauma, anxiety and depression but I’m awaiting an adhd review. I’ve worked since I was 14 and I’ve asked uk gov for help but I dont qualify for anything but job seekers allowance. I’ve 10 years experience nhs and have degrees but every job I apply for is declined which I believe is either cause im “overqualified” or im above the paying someone a less wage band. Have had 3 failed attempts this year so far but I think this final one…. will be the one. I’m done just existing, no one gives a fuck