I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm diagnosed with adhd, depression, anxiety, pmdd, pme and PTSD. I have a one year old and my bf and I ended up with our 16 year old niece(without any financial support and no way to hire a lawyer). I feel like my problems run my life I've been medicated since 10 years old and nothing helps. I'm also high dependant on weed and I don't want to be. I wake up everyday just struggling to clean and take care of my daughter and don't get me started on the teenager. My house is a mess and my toddler is a handful and I'm just at my wits end. I don't feel cut out for life let alone motherhood.