26m. I never thought my life would be like this. I try so hard to remain positive and keep working to make my life better. But the truth is; I’m lonely, my friends are distant and have their own problems. I have major PTSD from my childhood and a relationship where I was majorly betrayed. I don’t have a companion and no one I can just ring up and talk to. There’s nothing to enjoy as I’m so broke in the cost of living. Just living in a void of existing rather than living. Just feeling really down and I want to sleep constantly.