She’s been in treatment for 4 years .Together since 16 We are both 18 now. She’s tried to kill herself in the past and failed. She keeps mentioning how she’s going to kill herself soon in a joking serious manner. It’s like it doesn’t have any meaning to her when she says it. My heart drops every time she says it because I know she means it and I’ve been trying everything to understand her and be there for her but she is so adamant on killing herself before the end of the year. She loves me I know she does and I know she’s only stuck around longer to be with me. I just want her to get better it really kills me to ever hear that she wants to leave me alone here. What can I do to be a better partner? I feel so alone and lost I have no one I can talk to about this. I’m sorry if it all l doesn’t make sense my thoughts are all over the place.
