My life is a mess and it’s overwhelming me. I gave up a job offer after school, took a student loan and started college. I couldn’t find a job after graduation since I graduated at the time of layoffs. I’ve been searching for a job since then with no luck. I’m mentally exhausted, I breakdown frequently thinking of my loan, I’m broke and staying at a friend’s place. I breakdown even more thinking about how bleak my future looks. I think I’ve become numb to any feeling. It feels like my life has become grey without any colors. I don’t know what to do or what will help me improve my situation. I believed and still do that something might change for the better if I could just hang for a bit more. But I’m losing hope with each passing day and I’m not even sure what to do with my life anymore. I’m lost.
