So I finally visited my old therapist after a year (without my mom knowing) . Anyways I felt a tiny bit better but the thing that upset me was that him yelling at me after I talked about my suicidal thoughts and self harm. I mean this was the most reason that I didn’t want to talk about it to anyone. Beside he never yelled at me. He was always kind. And today he told me that he would help me to not become worst…but then why did he yell! 🙁
I don’t feel like going to him anymore but I want to see him again just to tell him how upset and offended I got about the yelling part. (I couldn’t say that at the moment since I was so overwhelmed)
Sorry just needed to get it out of my chest .