NEED HELP STRUGGLING

I am 15M and i feel like its all falling down to be honest the thing is i think sure i have delayed puberty by a lot and some incompetence ass doctor just said i should stop eating carbs and wait longer, i literally have the features of an 11 year old boy and it js eats away at me i have a squeaker voice 5ft 2 70 kg no hair apart from arms and legs and no genital growth practically. I am a very out going person generally however as everyone around me has grown they have moved away from me and anytime im out i get laughed at and constantly riducled people my age or youger grabbing me ect. However the thing is ive been doing so much to try compensate for it, i run businesses that make thousands a months i run many social media channels do jujitsu and play piano have good academics ect, but it all just feels worthless as i havent had a friend for years and i havent experience anything yet even from my family who are african tall black guys yk even my little brother has been through it already and just belittles me all the time i just want to he somewhat respected for me and what i do but it is always overshadowed by the fact that i simply look young. My parents dont give a fuck to eb honest and had to beg them to get me an appointment, I dont get invited to anything even my family have went on holidays without me because i looked to young for the resorts they were planning on going to i think i am reaching my breaking point honetly and i need advice on how to move forwards. msg me if you wabt to to speak

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