Nobody wants me around them anymore, nobody loves me or cares about me and I’m so alone I want a boyfriend but my mom says I have to date someone with autism and I don’t want that because autistic men don’t understand boundaries, and I want to go to college but I have to do my stuff for SSI and that’s gonna take 6-8 years and I don’t know if I’ll be alive by then. Because nobody wants to take care of me anymore, because I’m not lovable and not worthy of being around anymore.
