to give some more insight, im somebody who enjoys writing fiction and of course, making characters. theres a certain character i have that i really like right now and i wanted to write him as someone...
At first they started off as thoughts and now they feel different like the thoughts no longer scare me and they are violent thoughts about hurting people. Don’t really want to specify what these thoughts are...
My parents and my little brother constantly make fun and pick on me. I am socially awkward and don’t have many friends. So when my friend could not play for multiple days my dad and brother...
Honestly I didn’t realize how obsessed/fixated I get on certain things. What does this mean? I get so obsessed with random stuff and this can go on for months/weeks. For example I struggled with limerence due...
Whenever I lose at a video or boardgame, I always beat myself up mentally, calling myself names and thinking I'm a loser and worthless. Over a game. I e never been smart and it's frustrating and...
As much as people want to be there for me and care for me, I know I have a lot of pain that I carry with me every day. I deal with a lot of self-hatred,...
like the SMALLEST things make me spiral over the course of a few hours. i convinced myself that nobody actually cared abt me, got into that “fuck everything” mindset, and eventually was pacing back and forth...
I hate my own mood at times. I feel like my attitude sucks and that’s why I can’t think clearly
Has anything ever just broken you? Like inability to control your sobbing, collapsing on the floor broken., sobbing as hard as you’ve ever in your life. I’ve been so happy recently, and my fear of it...
Nobody wants me around them anymore, nobody loves me or cares about me and I’m so alone I want a boyfriend but my mom says I have to date someone with autism and I don’t want...