im struggling and conflicted

please i dont know what to do or think, i just need some other thoughts from strangers who cant fully judge me. im 20(f), and ive started talking to someone recently but its made me think...

antidepressants/zoloft

I am 20, and I was on 200mg sertraline/zoloft between ages 16 to 19. When I went to university, I became really burned out and at some point I took myself off my meds completely cold...

I feel like a nobody

I have no idea who I am. I used to have interests and goals and hobbies but lately I just feel like a shell of a person. I’ve spent my whole life being palletable for others....

Never going to the GP again

so went to the doctors (for th second time) and expalined what was going on, hoping that beacause i've had such a drastic change in 2 months that something like a i duuno a mental health...

It all just hurts

Why, why didn't I leave. Why didn't I let you walk away. I let us become toxic. I let me become hateful. We became resentful. Why. Just why did you have to be everything I want....