Am I depressed or lazy?
I am 19 (F) and have just gotten home for summer from college. My current living situation is at “home” with my mom and dad. It’s hard for me to call it home because this is...
Self hatred.
I’ve been hating myself a lot lately. I don’t normal talk about my emotions online or at all. I’ve been saying the most unnecessary shit and mean things to my girlfriend(ex) now. This made her hate...
Worried about my sister and what’s going to happen.
I am really worried about my sister (12f). She started acting out last year and became increasingly violent and aggressive toward everyone in the house. Usually she isn’t super hands on but lately she is kicking,...
i need to get worse i need to feel wporsee
i feel normal writing this but i need to get worse. i;m not talking to anyone anymore so my personality is dormant and i feel gross doing social thigns. ppeople like me when i;m at the...
I dont think I’ll make it to 18
I'm so physically dead and my mental is worse when I'm not working my heads filled with suicidal thoughts I can't do this anymore I only see one way out i can't even get help because...
A loosely organized stream of consciousness.
I’m not really sure why I’ve come back here. I guess I’m just yelling into the void, but it’s not like I can really talk to anyone I know about this, so I’m going to write...
I’m feeling weirdly uncomfortable
It's been a while I've been feeling this way. It's kinda weird and I also feel weird about. The thing on why I am feeling weird is women. For some reason I just feel uncomfortable around...
Being completely desensitized to everything has turned me into a emotionless stump
I just watched the funky town gore video and everyone else said it was the worst thing they had ever seen and I watched it and it didn't bother me at all the strongest emotion I...
about the « when you start wondering what you’ve done to deserve it »
I see a lot of pov saying "when you start wondering what you've done to deserve it" but the thing that confuse me is that I've never felt that, When I try to complain while crying...
Sticking to a routine
Does anyone have any advice on how to build discipline and maintain consistency with a routine when your depression is debilitating? The most simple tasks seems like the most onerous tasks for me, like even filling...