Idk what am i

I have like, tons of friends that are used to be close. So, i was really just love to be with them back then and like, really close friendly (?). But day by day i kinda...

healing feels like a scam

i have been trying to heal, but nothing helps. i am beginning to think healing requires you to gaslight yourself and assimilate into larger culture, despite it not aligning with your personal truth at all. because...

I’m giving up on myself.

I can’t take it, anymore. I’m not good enough and never will be. Too many things to do. Too many things to overcome. Absolutely no reward. Just continous suffering and no real peace whatsoever. My whole...