I can barely live in my room
It’s a fine size, the window frames are nice, and that’s pretty much where the good things end for me. I don’t like the patterns of the walls, I hate the color. Same with the floors,...
low self esteem and parents
I always know that im a bit messed up in the head, but not too bad. have problem with standing up for myself and always been a people pleaser. my brother is kinda the same. i...
Why does crying always feel like putting on an act?
It always feels performative to me. But I never cart in front of people. But when I cry by myself I just think about how stupid I look and sound and then I can’t do it...
Been told nobody cares
So first off hello everyone. I have talked shit to people I work with, always have a reason for it. But I’m the only one that can see it now. Things getting held over me when...
OCD/Paranoia/delusions don’t feel like my property is mine
So i have ocd and i don’t know if it’s playing part in the situation i am in, but 5 months ago my cousin came over and in my head i am assuming he robbed my...
Feeling like a loop
I had a rough break-up month agos from a long relationship, to which i also lost some circle of (past) close friends. At first it was rough I won’t lie Then i was fed-up, not against...
Struggling with mental health after breakup
I’ve always had anxiety and depression. I grew up in an abusive environment. Suffered from emotional and physical abuse. Witnessed a lot of violence. It was tough. I’ve been working on myself as an adult. It’s...
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I’m so lonely
People say that those who are suicidal do it because they feel like failures. Maybe they’re suicidal because the world fail them.
Why do we constantly place blame on those suffering sucide on them and them alone. Maybe they feel like they did their best. Just that the world isn’t good enough for them. At least that’s how...
i need someone desperately
i don’t have the energy to vent. im genuinely so alone and nobody gives a fuck about how miserable and insignificant i feel because they only want me around when i have something to offer. i...