Will it ever be okay?

This is the first time I post something on reddit, and English is not my first language, so I apologise in advance for any mistakes I make. Ever since I was a teenager I have struggled...

I am 59 and want to run away

Cut contact with family (their choice). I was always the odd one out. Black sheep. My sister and mother lied about me to anyone who would listen. Called me slut, whore, useless, etc. family believes them....

Give a feeling, receive a song.

(Skippable paragraph of context)⬇️ Music I think is what best helps me deal with depression and cope with my feelings. I’m a musician/composer so I’ve listened to tons of different music and artists ever since I...