I’m restless.
Currently it's like 3:30 in the morning, I want to sleep but I can't, I feel this restless, uncomfortable feeling. Kinda like scared or anxiety. I'm 17, been dealing with depression and anxiety for a very...
I’m 19 years old, almost 20, and I have never been on a date.
I am gay (straight passing) and live in a smaller, republican, midwest state. I know lots of other gay people and have many queer friends, yet I've never been asked out, never held hands, hardly even...
Getting through it
i have to commit to something for 2 years… and it involves me moving away and doing it alone (no friends or family)… i want to get through it… because i know how important it is...
Art and Self Worth
So I've been drawing for years now, since elementary school. It was pretty easy back when I was younger but as I got older, it became more and more difficult. Not the art itself but the...
Xanax or Valium in Germany/Austria for 16 years old?
Hi guys, Do you think it is possible to get benzos in Germany as a 16-year-old? I am struggling with panic attacks and general anxiety, so the whole day I cannot do anything except be on...
Need help eradicating this problem
^ discussing negative intrusive thoughts and rumination Hi everyone, I (22F) have been noticing that when I am at my family home, I have much more intense late night negative thoughts, more so than when I...
GETTING OU THERE ( OUT OF MY HEAD) schizophrenia diary
I believed that I was a human with much more complex thoughts than the fellow people I am surrounded by. I guess that is universal when you are young you think you withhold some sort of...
I hate myself
So i recently broke up with my gf of about 2 and a half years . I was cheated on yelled on had to change everyrhing about myself just to make her feel good and not...
Does anyone else miss their childhood?
A couple days ago, I played Mario Party Superstars with a cousin of mine, and I couldn't help but get this weird feeling within me. It felt like such a nostalgic feeling, with a sense of...
i never thought id make it this far
i just finished my gcses. my exams are over. im 17 this year. i won't have to see most of those kids ever again. ive had prom. im literally 16. i get my last and longest...