I felt like a career Change and now I’m depressed that I have
I decided after 15 as a chef at one place I would go into sales. It has been one week and ive been severely stressed, depressed and anxious about everything. I miss my friends and im...
Grief seems to get worse the longer it’s been
Let me start with this, I’m a 16 year old male. My mom died ~ a year and a half ago. I know bottling emotions is bad and I know you’re supposed to grieve.I cried on...
I don’t think anyone will care, but I think I just went through an apotheosis
TL;DR: A bunch of idiots insulting me on my appearance just inadvertently gave me the most determination I've ever had in my life Earlier today I just started a run when I passed a pavilion with...
Clomipramine/Anafranil
Anyone here that came off this drug? How did you feel? I’ve taken this crap for the last 8 months, 10mg daily. I stopped June 12th and since then I’ve been feeling like shit. Sick feeling,...
What’s the feeling (underrated) that you miss?
For me it's girl's night out. Talking about life, love, traumas, dreams, until the next sunrise. Laughing out loud until our stomach hurt. I even miss the cat fights. Now we're all adulting, we've different priorities,...
i hate my boyfriend but i also love him
apparently, i have this shitty mood swings that i can't get rid of. i be showering my bf with affection, smiling whenever i get his texts notifications a moment then some time or day later I'll...
I don’t deserve anything good
I don't feel like i deserve anything that's better than the ordinary, good food isn't supposed to be eaten by me, good clothes aren't supposed to be wrong by me, someone's love, care, kindness, attention, not...
Withdrawal (poem)
I got to hang on. I got to be strong. I'm an addict, and it feels so wrong. I stopped my use. Stopped the drug abuse. It's hard, I'm almost going insane. But I have a...
I’ve had multiple dreams about killing my mother
I genuinely want to know was I just born this fucked up or was it my upbringing I know not having a dad and then getting pulled away from my mum probably massively fucked me up...
Sometimes i cant accept the bad things in the world
I feel guilty for living better than a lot of people. And i feel horrible when i remember that there are people who have horrible lives with no hope of getting better. It stresses me and...