I was bullied from 1st grade, basically every day relentlessly, up until my sophomore year of high school, which is when I basically shut myself away. I’m 25 years old now and I graduated high school, and tried college multiple times but ended up dropping out. I try to boost my self esteem, and when I feel like I’m making progress, BOOM anxiety and depression knock me right back down to square one. I don’t want the past to control me anymore, I want to move on with my life and stick it to the people who did this to me. Any advice?