I'm not really sure how to word this so it's definitely going to sound weird, but I decided to ask here in case someone knows what I'm talking about :,3
Sometimes when I'm bored and really don't feel like doing anything at all, I almost start to feel, like, sick? It feels almost physically uncomfortable and it makes it even more frustrating. It feels sort of like I'm tied up, it's really hot and I have to slowly and painfully carry something really heavy strapped to my feet. And it's like… It mostly just feels like there's nothing I can do. Even if I was offered the most exciting activity known to man, I still wouldn't feel like doing it. It feels awful. I can't even just do nothing because I feel like I have all this energy. I also start noticing every physical sensation more, like my clothes touching my skin or my bangs touching my forehead. It actually almost feels like I can feel my whole body at once despite how subtle the sensation is. Even
when I think about something I might want to do, the physical discomfort and this inability to just sit down and relax makes it so miserable
I think there was more I wanted to mention but this is all that comes to mind right now. For all I know this could be 100% normal but it's just so uncomfortable and frustrating and I don't really know how to deal with it 🙁 If anyone has any advice I'd really appreciate it!