Starting to effect me, am I overreacting?

I'm a male and someone at my school used to touch me inappropriately at any chance he got, this isn't a normal thing for people to do right as a joke?
When he did it too me he would grab the area as long as he could, sometimes purposely hurting Me or other times just lightly as long as he could before I would move away from him, I allways would jolt back in clear discomfort but everyone laughed and so did I, this has gone on for years, I don't remember when it started but it's been such a long time of just blanking it out my mind and forgetting about it, I was fully clothed for all the times it happened but still he would touch without my permission all the time I feel shame and disappointment that I let it happen and it's making me feel upset that I never confronted them about it and how I hated everytime it happened, they was allways sneaky about it so I never could go before it happened.
Am I overreacting or is this just joking around?

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