Struggling

Been for scans and got a scare of possibly having an ectopic pregnancy, turned out to be just cysts, don't get the rest of the results until Monday 1st.

If she results come back the way they should come back (definite endometriosis) I'll be going for a hysterectomy, and yes that will help me in the long run for definite, but I lost a baby back in 2011, and never been able to conceive since. I have gave birth to two children before the 2011 miscarriage. But the thought of never having anymore (although conceiving was a definite no) my partner wasn't big on the idea of having anymore children anyways. But I would have loved to have one more. Loosing my dad to cancer this year has made me very broody for some reason, and wanting to try for a child. But because of the treatment they have put me on to control the endometriosis I am right now 99% infertile. And then once all these results come through as they should (fingers crossed) they will want to do a hysterectomy and tbh getting the surgery is the best way to be out of this pain, and get my life back before the pain took over it.

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