So, I’m not saying I am on the fence of offing myself or anything. However, I am very much past my limit when it comes to living day to day because there always seems to be something going wrong.
I’m also not one of those people that thinks, “Oh. There are so many other people that have it so much worse.” Because that’s not comforting. Though my wife is. If anything it makes me feel worse when I think about the state of the world in general. But that’s neither here nor there.
I’m looking for advice from those of you who have hit below rock bottom. I mean. So low that you also have considered ending the story of your life but only realizing how much that would only cause more issues for your loved ones, wouldn’t solve anything really cause you don’t know what actually happens after death, etc.
I don’t really have any friends that can relate because, to be honest, and I’m not in any way tooting any horn or anything because I’m not all together myself. But I’m looked at as if I have it all together because I’m married with kids and a steady job. Whereas my only two friends have neither of those. And they don’t seem to really care that they don’t have things together. They are very nonchalant about their lives.
I’m talking to the people who have hit the lowest of their lows and managed to come out of it. Financially, emotionally, spiritually, mentally, all of that. Quite literally any advice would help so that I know that I’m not alone.