Hi, so for context, i have been very spiritual for the past 5 or 6 years. It was a very important part of my everyday life.
It became much extremer in the past few years. In the beginning i was just doing things like read tarot cards or throw together mahic spells. I actually became quite successful at predicting peoples future and was able to very accurately and specifically tell people things about themselves i had no way of knowing, without the use of tarot cards. The spells i did oftentimes came true with very high accuracy.
In the last 2-3 years that became even more extreme. I started sensing things and felt that i had supernatural powers. I "sensed" supernatural beings around me, i had a tree send me messages through my mind and lead me to a place through a pendulum that it had previously shown to me through my mind. I was sure there were two spirits watching over me that protected me. I believed that God's were watching over me and sending me signs. And while it may seem strange, these things never really interfered with my life, i didn't tell anyone but my friends about it. So i never thought twice about it. But now, that all just suddenly stopped. Like completely and i don't really believe in it anymore. My mental health was also quite bad during this time and it has improved (not really related to it stopping, more so, my mental health got better and i lost interest and believe in it). I don't know, maybe i really just lost interest in tbese things and moved on for now, but with how abruptly this all stopped i was honestly kind of wondering what was up with this and if i should be concerned about it.
