My sister told me my mom hates me because I’m so annoying, because I was fighting with my sister and my sister said my mom hates me as well as everyone else in my family. It’s making me sad because I thought they loved me, Bella loved me more than my own family that’s why I was so sad because she is the only person who loved me. I feel like I don’t wanna be here anymore because I’m not loved by anybody, the only person who loved me isn’t my friend anymore.
I’m not wanted by anybody, nobody wants me here anymore because I’m so annoying and I know it’s true, Bella always told me how important I am and I don’t have that anymore. My own family talks about me behind my back, saying that they hate me and that I’m annoying. It’s not fair because I’m not loved anywhere, and my mom doesn’t hate my siblings but she hates me. I have those feelings of hurting myself, but I won’t because I’m doing my coping skills and writing down my thoughts. It’s not fair that nobody loves me, I’m never gonna be happy.