I officially can’t stand this. I am either bored as fuck, numb or angry and that’s all I’ve been able to feel recently. I also used to feel sad but I’ve been on sertaline for quite a while now and didn’t feel depressed for 6 months or so. Every day feels and looks nearly the same. I have no friends and nobody to talk to but it’s not that I have motivation to do so. I mean I’d like to but it drains me so easily. I always feel like I am pretending: faking my smile or trying to seem interested in what other person is saying when in reality I’m not. Life without others is boring but keeping friends also is, so what? Reading books is boring so is going shopping, watching movies, playing with my cats- everything that I do is so boring and leaves me feeling empty
