I don’t see a fucking point anymore. Nothing could possibly motivate me to keep trying at this point. I was battling with ADHD, dyslexia, ocd, neurodivergency, split personality disorder probably ever since I was born. I fucking tried everything in my power to make my life better, but there is literally nothing left but killing myself. I’ve realised since long ago that nothing I ever did benefitted me in any ways, I was never rewarded with my efforts. I swear to fucking god Im actually going to do it one day. People say that I’m too much of a pussy but I’m going to do it, somehow.
