i’m starting therapy back up again because i moved cities and can no longer go to my old one. i’m getting sicker by the minute, and i want to be honest and transparent with my new therapist, but i don’t want to get sent to the psych ward. i think about suicide all the time and i know how i would do it (i know not to admit i have a plan.) i think about hurting or killing myself or other people around me. i constantly think about how appealing being dead sounds, but i only stay because my family would be sad, i want to go so bad. i don’t know how to explain this to my therapist without risking getting sectioned but i need help. i know myself enough (and through years of therapy) that i’m not going to actually do anything, but i’m afraid the therapist won’t believe me
