I am 28f who can’t stop throwing tantrums when I don’t get my way. The trigger started when my coordinator and boss forced me back out to my remote location job with only 5 days time off (should be 4 weeks) because my back to back booked flights for a vacation after I already started multiple times I would not be able to cover for him.
I blocked the guy because I literally can’t stand him, yelled and told him to leave me alone when he tried to greet me at work, i’ve been completely ignoring all of my coworkers unless they ask something specific about work, i left the work group chat and i plan to do the absolute minimum when it comes to work from now on. Doing the right thing gets me no where. I am so pissed off i can’t help myself I literally hate everyone and this job that I thought was my dream job. Everyone keeps saying to find a new job but it’s not that easy not to mention I just bought a house.
Anyway my question is why am I behaving so erratic. I even lashed out at my parents and have stopped replying to them. It’s like I literally just want nothing to do with anyone. I even started starving myself thinking ok my boss wants me to be a robot, I’ll sit at my desk for the full 12 hour shift without any break to keep him satisfied.
I hate the bitch who coordinates the times off, she only gives the men their time off and she is such an annoying bitch