Been struggling with some mental health issues. Working like crazy and never seems to be enough for people around me. Whenever I try and talk to my girlfriend about my bad thoughts she just brushes me off and say that I won’t do it and only saying it for attention. I know that number one advice is going to be to leave her, but we have 2 kids together and they mean everything to me. Getting tired of mentally running myself into dead ends and feeling inadequate. What can I do to get through?