37/M I’m wondering what it is like to be genuinely happy. I don’t think I’ve ever actually been happy in my life. Only thing I’m looking forward to is the day I leave this world. I grew up with two parents that worked all the time and never saw any joy or happiness out of them, so I guess I didn’t have teachers to show me what it’s like but many people didn’t have them either. Regardless I need to figure out something because it’s affecting my work life, and probably a matter of time before my girlfriend leaves me.
