My life changed 7 months ago when my heart was broken by a girl i thought i would marry, So many lies, and broken promises.
Somehow all this seem like they happend yesterday? When will i forget her when will those memories fade away. When will i be truly happy again, Because my last genuine smile was a long time ago. I cant sleep and eat well, i cant think and study well, and i cant even talk to my friends the way i used to talk to them before.
The only motivation i have is to have a long and happy life…
You will be truly happy when you accept your here and now. This is the only condition that makes you happy. You are not with her and most likely you will not ever be with her again. Accept this. Time helps with that, but expectations don’t, expectations that time heals wounds will keep you from letting it heal you. Take your life as it is, that is key to happiness. It may sound shallow but it’s the most important truth. It’s great that you’d like to live long and happy life though, now go live it, your acceptance will set you free.