Whenever they come talk to me, or ask me for some help, I always got angry or at least a little mad for no reason. Also, because i do not live with them all the time (a lot of business tours) i dont feel any need to contact them or talk to them, like just noting. My childhood was not perfect, it was just normal, and I cannot remember any event that can make me always mad when I see them. Should I visit a therapist? Or maybe my parents are toxic and my subconcious mind is trying to alert me? My hobby is learning about human process of thinking and why are they doing any actions, so I do know how a toxic people behave. But, they are my parents, so maybe im just letting my guard off but still my subconcious mind is trying to warn me? Anyone have some type of advice? It is sad for me – they are my parents, they raised me, tried to support (not always, but yeah), my mind shouldnt behave like that.
