Why can’t I be free and happy?

Hi everyone. I’m going to graduate soon and I am so clueless about which schools to go to. I am really indecisive and want to go to a good pre med school but not sure how. I have almost completed my basics in high school senior year but I am really…lost on this.

I want to major in psychology as a pre med major but my parents want me to major in biology. My mom seems…distant and cold when she found out I wanted to be in that major. My whole life is to please them and I feel so hurt. She compared me to another girl who’s going to be a surgeon and how she chose a good school. She said she wished I could be like that. Another time I told her that I was interested in being a pediatric psychiatrist, but she said my life would be in a ditch if I chose that career.

I want to be free and to be my own person but I’ve made my whole self based on them. I want to leave home and learn how to manage college and money on my own. Please give me some good advice and I would be really happy and appreciated. Thanks.

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