I find myself sitting for long periods of time lately and thinking “if this world is such an evil place, why do I bother to stay in it?” I want to stress that I don’t have suicidal thoughts about my own life as I live a happy and average life (married, a home, a dog, stable income etc) but I can’t help but think do I even deserve to be alive when there’s so much evil in the world, what makes it okay for me to have a normal life when so many other people don’t? And what right do I have to walk around living a normal life when people are suffering everyday? It makes me contemplate my position in this world and if I should even be here. Idk, does anyone else feel like this? I’m scared to post this because I fear I’ll be judged for my thoughts or people will think “stop complaining “ but I’m not complaining for myself, I’m complaining for the other people who suffer. I wish they could take my place or I could fix things but the sad reality is the world will never be a happy place so what’s the point in staying?
