idk what it is. honestly ive felt like this since i was little, its an empty feeling that never goes away and it makes me so sad 24/7. im an only child, my family moved a lot and i never had the best relationship with my parents so idk if thats what it is? am i subconsciously longing for a family that cares about me? ive lost a lot of people close to me (not death just abandonment lol) and sometimes i think im just feeling their absence, but that also doesnt really make sense bc i started feeling it ever since i can remember which was like two years old. im just really tired and i wish i knew what to do to stop feeling like this, i constantly feel like im missing the most important piece of my life but i have no idea what it is or where to find it.
