Seen friends talk to eachother asking if their ok, I’ve asked friends that stuff before too, and ive never been asked how im doing in a serious manner (by friend or family), pretty sure ive seen all my friends have deep conversation with eachother with everyone but me, by this point its less of how im doing and more of shouldnt you care enough to check on me? I even just stopped texting almost at all, and they stopped texting me almost entirely after, I know I can talk to them and initiate it, but I’ve honestly tried, I’m really observant and I can tell they honestly don’t give a Frick, they either want to talk over me and don’t want to listen, then they change the subject later, or just barely listen, I can notice things in other people when theyre down, and always try to listen to them when no one else is, and invite them when no one else does but no one wants to do it for me or even listen to me, if I stopped initiating/we didn’t see eachother weekly because we go to the same activities I’m pretty sure we’d barely be friends, I take time out of my day to talk to them but they barely talk to me when they already have free time,
sorry this is really jumbled up I doubt any of it made sense, just never in my life expressed any emotion like this (for previously stated reasons) so I’m probably not very good at it 💀 and don’t get me wrong I enjoy being with them, it’s just that they’re not very compassionate when it comes to this stuff