Hi guys,
Do you think it is possible to get benzos in Germany as a 16-year-old?
I am struggling with panic attacks and general anxiety, so the whole day I cannot do anything except be on my mobile to distract myself from how nervous I am. I was already a few times at the psychiatrist, but then I didn’t want to mention anxiety. Now it’s worse than ever, so I need to seek help.
The biggest problem is that my anxiety is so bad that if I come to the psychiatrist and try to talk, my heart rate will rise to 180+ and I will start to have serious eye problems right the moment when I enter the room. I don't feel afraid, but it's like my brain is, and then these things start to happen.
Every day, if I am going somewhere for some social activities, I am too anxious to even talk and have nausea every time. I have also missed a lot of days from school. When I come, I cannot do normal things like read something or present without having anxiety at the highest level, so high that others are asking me if everything is okay because they see it.
I know benzos are not the right thing for the long road, but I just want to start living normally.
Thank you, guys! 👍