I feel like I’m back in the worst year of my life.
Things are getting scary similar to what it was then and I am afraid.
1. Subpar NY party with people I barely know
2. Financial problems within the family start
3. Mom entering severe depression
4. My girlfriend left me for another guy branch jumped with about 2 weeks overlap.
5. Enter crippling thoughts of “maybe it’s all my fault”.
6. A female friend of mine offered support only to decide to stop talking to me and ignore me for no reason.
8. Family member entering final stages of life
9. Big career changes which I’m feeling absolutely not ready for coming with all the bs in the world.
10.That same toxic bad vibes friend from high school poppes up trying to catch up again.
Everything I just said happened in the exact same order back in 2014 and I am freaking out…I just need someone to understand what I’m going through…please